So this past week, was not my best at all.
In fact it was pretty "blah".
I fell off my diet. Didn't work out as much as I should have. I didn't post on my blog. Missed one of my real estate conference calls. I didn't meet my supplemental income goal with my Uber/Lyft driving. In fact I didn't drive at all!
I was supposed to be getting up early for morning devotions. But, I pretty much slept in at least 5 out of the 7 days this past week. I'm pretty sure I yelled at my kid several times for no reason. There were at least 2 days where I slacked off on my reports at work. I didn't complete half my errands because I simply didn't want to go out in the rain. Overall I just had a negative, unmotivated, lazy attitude.
Every evening I felt mentally exhausted and drained. And the lack of accomplishment just made it all worse. By Thursday, I was even more over everything and developed a nagging headache that just wouldn't go away. Even when the weekend finally hit, I realized how many things I had to do, because of what I didn't do during the week. So, I couldn't really relax. It was just a really "blah" week.
Saturday evening I had a bowling event with some family and youth from the church. I had a great time and my spirits were up for the first time in a week. Later that night I was able to have some quiet time to think, pray and hear from God. The first verse I opened up to was Psalms 37:23-24:
It was such a comfort to me as it reminded me that not only am I going to have "blah" days or weeks, but that God was going to be with me through each and every one of them. Holding my hand, and giving me the strength to get back on track again.
So often we as Christians try to give the impression that we have it all together.
That we're doing everything so "flawlessly". That life is just awesome everyday, all the time. That we don't struggle, get discouraged, lonely, frustrated, worried, fed up or even depressed sometimes.
But the truth remains that in our humanity we will all have our highs and lows. Whether its physical, emotional, mental, spiritual, relational, financial or circumstantial.
Life is hard - that's a fact. Its ONLY because of our relationship with God that we can truly live with a purpose and enjoy life amidst the chaos that surrounds us.
I don’t know about you, but I know, in fact, I willingly admit, that I don’t have it all together. I’ve got a lot to learn, a lot to overcome, and a lot of molding left for God to do in my life. But thankfully, I have a God who loves me, never leaves me, holds my hands through my “blah” days, and forgives me for my sins.
And according to the mirror of God’s Word, that is what will get me through any “blah” day!